I wrote this poem in March of 2020 — feeling rather pandemically silly — and posted it on my website, as well as on my Instagram page. It was the second poem of my Plague Trilogy. (The others are here and here.) At the time, I thought it might be appropriate for a few more weeks, but our Covid-addled lives have lasted rather longer. It is, of course, based on the far superior William Carlos Williams poem of the same name.
This is Just to Say
I have eaten
the unsalted Saltines
that were in the
pantry
and the salted pistachios
and the President’s Choice oatmeal cookies
even though it is Lent
and I vowed no sweets
and the jar of Kosher Dills
that were in the
refrigerator
along with a chunk of that pricey Parmigiano-Reggiano
you told me was
only for pasta
and a swig of the
Hennessey (right from the bottle)
though you said we
shouldn’t squander it
also I took one
of your Ambien last night
***
these things
I know you had probably
hoped would last us all
through quarantine
***
Forgive me
I was stressed
and it made me
feel better